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I also owe you an update on the Stafford Challenge. Here's the August edition of that. I'll post about September when I get back from my next vacation.

The August guest poet was Christopher Luna. He started with talking about Allen Ginsburg, including two quotes I liked. To wit: 1) ”All the things we can do to improve our lives can also improve our poetry.” and 2) “Candor ends paranoia.”

Some of the other things he said that I liked were:

  • Listening to your intuition will always serve you well
  • There is an inherent connection between poetry and music / rhythm
  • Keep writing without worrying about the process
  • You have to write the bad stuff to get to the good stuff


In terms of poetic forms, he talked about collage poems, which involve rearranging things in found material, as well as something he called “investigative poetry.” I’m not sure exactly what he meant by the latter. But, overall, it was an interesting talk, with a several things to think about.

As for the titles of my poems from August, here they are.

Week 29:

1 August 2026 - Blood Count

2 August 2026 - A Conversation with My Body Fat

3 August 2026 - Borscht

4 August 2026 - New Skills

5 August 2026 - Ching Chang Piano Song

6 August 2026 - Not Daniel

7 August 2026 - Room

Week 30:

8 August 2026 - Finding a New Artist

9 August 2026 - Bilbao

10 August 2026 - Wandering Around Bilbao

11 August 2026 - From Bilbao to Burgos

12 August 2026 - Burgos Cathedral

13 August 2026 - The Eclipse

14 August 2026 - To Madrid

Week 31:

15 August 2026 - Hotels

16 August 2026 - Jet Lag and Crosswords

17 August 2026 - Catching Up

18 August 2026 - Book Club

19 August 2026 - Beat Poetry

20 August 2026 - National Book Festival Preparation

21 August 2026 - Medical Procedure

Week 32:

22 August 2026 - National Book Festival Info Desk

23 August 2026 - Doing the Work

24 August 2026 - In the Beginning

25 August 2026 - A Hot Drink

26 August 2026 - The Punster’s Pets

27 August 2026 - Powerful Poem, Part 1: The Limerick

28 August 2026 - Powerful Poem, Part 2: The Haiku
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I am forced to face the cruel reality that merely putting things on my to-do list does not magically result in them getting done. Apparently I have to not only write them down but then actually DO them. This seems deeply unfair.

The move-in process has stalled out where it always stalls out: hanging art. Will get some of the easier things up today. "Easier" is I guess defined as "it's in a frame and I have an idea where it's going." There's only limited wall space available in the main room, so that helps with the decision process. Once I've got the art up in there I can also re-point the track lighting, which will make me happier.

First counseling appointment this coming Monday. The last time I was starting therapy and felt like I needed it (as opposed to "I can benefit from this") was back in 2003, when I had private "insurance" through Anthem (hereinafter Those Pigfuckers). After several months they sent me a letter saying "yeah, we're not covering any of that, since you were dumb enough to get diagnosed with depression when you turned eighteen, so you, a broke college student, now owe your therapist $1500." One of the great What Ifs of my life is "what if I had been able to keep going in therapy at that point." Water, bridge, etc.

Overall I'm doing fine day-to-day and distantly terrified about the medium-term future. Cooking/baking, practice and sessions, cat care, talking to folks, occasional gaming. A few days ago I sat down and listened all the way through to (the tracklist for) a mix CD I put together in I believe 2008, maybe 2007. Pleased to report it holds up remarkably well. Life goes on.

The Rest of August

Sep. 23rd, 2026 08:15 am
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So let’s move into what I did in the rest of August.

Book Club: The Crones and Tomes book for August was How to Read a Book by Monica Wood. I thought the characters were interesting. And it got me to reread Spoon River Anthology. I definitely did not remember how much violence and criminality there is in the latter. I missed the Travelers’ Century Club book club because of Lollapuzzoola, but I did read the book, which was Hilary Bradt’s autobiography, Taking the Risk. I'll write more about these books in my quarterly update.

My Left Foot: Well, more precisely, one toe. I’ve had an issue with a hammertoe for a number of years. A few months ago, I got a blister on that toe after a long walk on a shoe that was probably too worn to still be in rotation. Anyway, it resulted in a painful sore and I finally got a podiatrist referral from my doctor. The podiatrist gave me a pad to wear, which helped a lot and I could walk without pain all through my trip to Spain. When I came home, I had a follow-up appointment and saw a different podiatrist (at the same practice) due to scheduling issues and he decided I should have flexor tenotomy, which involved cutting the tight tendon. I’m not convinced that this improved things over just using the pad. For one thing, I can’t bend that toe as fully as I used to be able to. I need to make another follow-up appointment but I want to go back to the first podiatrist I saw. It’s not going to happen for another couple of weeks at any rate, since I’m going to be traveling again.

NBF: I volunteered at the National Book Festival, which I’d done a few times before. I was at one of the information booths. I’m always amazed that people are surprised that the things we give out are free. Unfortunately, we ran out of programs and tote bags. But we had plenty of posters. It was more fun to direct people to the rooms where different presentations were. And I was able to recommend a few activities (primarily for children). If I can, I'll do this again in future years.

Miscellany: Other odds and ends were some genealogy-related work, my crafts group, a story swap, a board game night, the monthly guest poet talk for the Stafford Challenge, and a rehearsal for a storytelling show. I went with my friend, Kim, to see Coyote vs. Acme, which I loved. And I had breakfast with a college friend who was in town. Er, yes, I do keep busy.

Catch-up Part 3: Lollapuzzoola 19

Sep. 22nd, 2026 09:23 pm
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Sorry for the delay in getting this post done. In short, I fell into a couple of rabbit holes involving: a) travel planning / arranging and b) not entirely successful attempts at organizing. I hope to get a bit more caught up before I leave again in in (gasp!) a few days.

The reason I had flown to the New York area instead of home was because my favorite crossword tournament of the year was that weekend. I like Lollapuzzoola because the puzzles are particularly creative and, frankly, just a little bit twisted. I was particularly eager to go this year since I’d missed last year due to a genealogy conference.

I stayed at the Moxy Hotel, which claims to be at Times Square but is actually at 36th and 7th, which doesn’t quite qualify in my opinion. At any rate, it’s a short walk from Penn Station, so it was convenient. I had stayed there once before and it’s decent, and relatively reasonably priced for New York. I checked in, walked over to a nearby Vietnamese restaurant to get supper, and had an early night.

In the morning, I had a leisurely breakfast at a nearby coffee shop before taking the subway uptown to Columbia University and walking over to Riverside Church, where the tournament was being held. I checked in, topped up my blood caffeine level, and connected with a few friends before things started. I also showed off my eclipse photo to anyone who would stay still long enough to look.

Puzzle #1 was by Matthew Gritzmacher and Doug Peterson. It was pretty straightforward and I was confident that I’d solved it cleanly. So I was surprised when my score was missing from the standings. I texted the organizers asking what had happened. Uh, remember jet lag? I discovered that I’d written my contestant number incorrectly on the back of the puzzle. Fortunately, they corrected my error quickly.

Puzzle #2 by Sara Cantor was slightly trickier, but there was nothing about it that one wouldn’t encounter in, say, a New York Times crossword. So things were still going well.

Puzzle #3 by Ricky Cruz was in the shape of a box,, with answers wrapping around onto adjoining surfaces. I’ve done plenty of puzzles in this form before and, while they aren’t my favorite, they’re not actually scary. I thought I had solved cleanly, but when the results came in, I apparently had three letters incorrect. They don’t provide scans of your puzzles, so I’m not sure what those were.

I had done the smart thing and ordered pizza for lunch, satisfying one of my New York needs. I got one slice with mushrooms and one with black olives, as well as some coke zero. It was delicious, but probably didn’t help with my level of alertness (or lack thereof).

And then it was time for the dreaded puzzle #4, which is always the hardest puzzle at Lolla. This year’s torturer was Adam Wagner. I was completely confused at first, then started to find some things I could fill in, but I was still struggling. I did make some progress and I did finish the puzzle, but I did not completely grasp the trick in the theme. Surprisingly, I ended up with only one mistake, but whew!

Here is a brief spoiler (encoded using a href="https://rot13.com/"rot13:

Gur tvzzvpx gung v zvffrq jnf gung gur erirnyre ersreerq gb jbeqf va fbzr bs gur pyhrf, abg va gur nafjref. Guvf vf gur frpbaq gvzr V'ir frra gung qbar va n chmmyr jvguva gur cnfg srj zbaguf, fb V ernyyl fubhyq unir pnhtug ba. Ohg, znlor abg, fvapr gur gevpx nyfb vaibyirq hfvat gjb yrggre nooerivngvbaf sbe qnlf bs gur jrrx (r.t. Zb sbe Zbaqnl, Gh sbe Ghrfqnl, naq fb ba), juvyr V trarenyyl guvax bs qnlf nf univat guerr yrggre nooerivngvbaf.

Puzzle #5 by Will Nediger was back in the Things I Can Solve category. It was also the sort of theme that I enjoy, so was a nice end to the main part of the day. I knew I wouldn’t be in the finals (and, frankly, I wouldn’t want to be solving on a big board in front of everyone), so I could kick back and relax. In the meantime, Ben Zimmer and Neville Fogarty had a cute little game to keep us occupied while the judges were tallying the final scores.

So, how did I do?

I finished 86th out of 165 in the local division (which is people who haven’t finished in the top 20% at other tournaments). I think that's pretty solidly middle of the pack. But I was 169th out of 249 in the express division. (which is everyone) and that’s the fairly pathetic score I should really be counting. That’s actually reasonably consistent with my performance at the past couple of Lollas I’d been to.

And, of course, I was extremely jet lagged.

I took the subway back downtown and, given my state of exhaustion, decided that a container of yogurt and a granola bar was a perfect choice for dinner. I faffed around on-line for a little while, then collapsed into bed.

In the morning, I walked over to Moynihan Train Hall, got a bagel (from H&H Bagels in the station), and took the train down D.C. I normally just take the regional, but I’d had a $50 credit for a one-way Acela trip, which made it the cheaper option. And, gee whiz, an early(ish) train on a Sunday is pretty uncrowded. There were no issues with the metro either.

And then home. In other words, the usual chaos of unpacking and doing laundry and trying to get caught up.

A Gap

Sep. 22nd, 2026 12:28 am
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Missed a few days for a few different reasons, but it's been busy. Just today: Work project is under stressed, but still moving smoothly. Managed to find my suit too late to realize I kinda need a new one, but in time to get it dry cleaned before the wedding. Made Spaghetti and meatballs. Groupchat watched the Game Changer finale.

Trying to keep a tighter lid on my journaling time at night, and part of that has to be not letting work grab my attention before bed. I had to put in some extra hours over the past weekend to make deadlines before taking time off, but an end to that, and being more conscientious about using journaling time for journaling and not just procrastinating sleep.

March

Sep. 18th, 2026 01:13 am
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The March continues. Got to bed too late last night, and realized I didn't have enough sleep a little bit into the retro meeting, so I took a nap and added some time to the end of the day. A lot of meetings, but I got to work on the big project, and it looks like I've worked it through correctly, as in, no regressions in tests. Now to build the new tests and see if it works correctly.

Pulled together late tax filing information so that the accountant doesn't get stressed about the deadline (or charge us the dumbass penalty). Forwarded medical information to the new vet.

Stressed but on top of things. Tomorrow, hopefully, work gets wrapped up, otherwise, some extra hours on the weekend. Need to find my suit (or do some fast shopping over the weekend too.

and still here

Sep. 17th, 2026 10:24 pm
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I don't journal when I'm not doing well because for decades my coping mechanism was Pretending I'm Doing Fine (Including To Myself). Even fairly surface-y journaling requires a bit of introspection, which is antithetical to the pretending. So let's see if I can break through at least a little of that.

Current amusements include skirmishing with the US health care "system". In two weeks a doctor will, I hope, give me a referral to a psych, who will hopefully see me inside of two weeks and will hopefully write scrips for my antidepressant and my ADHDrug. Which I will then hopefully be able to fill.

My supply of antidepressant should last me until then with no trouble. I'm already rationing the ADHDrug, which has revealed that it's also been serving as a second-line antidepressant. When you lack energy and focus to get up off the couch it's real hard to keep the black mood away. (I am not currently a danger to myself or others.)

Still practicing and going to sessions, which helps somewhat. I'm starting actual (half-hour, semiweekly) lessons in a few weeks; that should be interesting, and hopefully useful as well.

No bites on the job front. In particular I got ghosted for an election-judge position, which I had been hoping for to get me through a couple of months. C'est la guerre. Time to put in at Target and Wendy's and such to staunch the bleeding.

At least there's books.

What are you currently reading?

The Phoenix in Flight, the first of [personal profile] sartorias and Dave Trowbridge's five-volume sprawling space opera Exordium. (Revised / authors' preferred text, ebook.) About halfway through. It feels like pieces are still being manoeuvered to get everyone in place for Plot to happen, but I suspect a large amount of Plot will be happening fairly shortly. I'm enjoying it.

What did you just finish reading?

Dungeon Crawler Carl, book 1, because it turned up from the library and because an awful lot of people, including Stephen from college, have recommended it or raved about it. It's... fine? [personal profile] shadowkat compared the prose to Scalzi's, and I can absolutely see where she's coming from: it's breezy and undemanding. I blasted through it in about half a day all told. I'll keep reading them as the library keeps getting them to me. I don't feel an urge to own them or to speed up the process any.

What do you think you'll read next?

I just picked up [personal profile] mrissa's novella A Dubious Clamor after attending her booklaunch, so, probably that? As a novella it won't take long. I've also got a Leigh Bardugo trilogy that Steph recommended (Ninth House et seq). And there's, you know, the other four Exordium books. I'll keep busy.

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